tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-278374722024-03-19T06:05:45.732-07:00these eyes have seen the most beautiful dreamsfabulousness.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.comBlogger40125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-63032614449992029132012-10-01T08:37:00.000-07:002012-10-01T08:37:36.434-07:00Mountains and WorkI had a dream last night that I was at a hotel conference with the people I work with. We were in this sleek, black hotel. I had a meeting in the library (why do I always dream about being in the library??) and I knew my closer friends from work weren't going to be in the meeting, which I was down about. Then as I was sitting in the meeting, I looked out the windows and saw the most gorgeous snow capped mountains. My first thought was, "there aren't mountains like this in Georgia!!" (we were just in Colorado Springs at a work conference... which looked like my dream). I saw the snow up close out the window and wanted to walk around and take photos. Then I was in the outdoor hotel gift shop with my boss and best friend, Kim, and one co-worker. My boss offered to buy me a souvanier from the gift shop and I looked around but didn't see anything. Then Kim announced that she was having a party and my co-worker complained that she wasn't invited. Kim said, "It's not that I don't like you, but I just am not inviting everyone from OM to my party." That is all I remember!!! Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-83378678369242911872012-10-01T08:32:00.001-07:002012-10-01T08:32:59.933-07:00Selah as a ModelI recently had a dream about my daughter Selah. In the dream, she was a small child of 2 or 3 and I was dressing her in a cute pink lacy romper type outfit. I was buttoning up the back, and someone said it looked like lingerie. I argued that it was a little girl outfit, and when I looked back at her, she was all grown up and BEAUTIFUL! She looked like Mandy Moore. I asked someone to take a photo of us, and she was so much taller than me. Then I looked at her again, and she looked different again- with blonde hair instead of dark hair, and wearing a black dress. In the dream I knew she was a model. Not sure if it means anything.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-89705888731978419502012-01-09T07:20:00.001-08:002012-01-09T07:24:53.668-08:00Pastel Colored SnakesA week or so ago, I had a dream that I was at my mother's house in NY. I was outside the house, barefoot, and I was surrounded by pastel colored snakes on the ground. They were lots of colors, pink, baby blue, light yellow, and light green. I was trying to dodge them as I ran in a circle around the house, and then up the stoop, trying to get inside. As I approached the stoop, I saw two baby snakes on top of each other. They were dark in color, like a dark brown or black. I knew they were dangerous, even though they were small. <br /><br />I think I have the interpretation of this dream. The childish lies that I grew up believing are dangerous, even if they seem small. <br /><br />I need to pray about what they are... but I think I may have an idea of what they are.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-19184332219132506382011-06-14T04:54:00.000-07:002011-06-14T05:12:58.331-07:00Blues and a NecklaceI had a dream last night that I was in a sort of classroom, with long tables and lots small hand held mirrors. There was a bluish tint all around the tables. I was sitting next to a very intimidating girl, who reached over when I wasn't looking, and tried to steal my beaded necklace that was sitting right on the table. I saw her out of the corner of my eye and grabbed it before she was able to take it, and she was about to call out something and in a loud voice I called to the "teacher" of the classroom and said that she stole my necklace. Then I tried to hurt her and bite her fingers, haha. In the end I won the fight, and she left. <br /><br />I think the dream means that the enemy is trying to intimidate me, and steal my inheritance and value with sadness and depression (the color blue). But I am able to fight back and win. <br /><br />What is interesting is that yesterday I was reading a lot on Spiritual warfare and the armor of God in Galatians yesterday...Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-47586166175247716192011-05-05T05:02:00.001-07:002011-05-05T05:08:02.888-07:00Prison DreamI was in line to go through Security to get into a prison. I knew I hadn't done anything wrong, but when it was my turn to go through, the guy who was sitting at security had papers on me, and asked me what I had done wrong to get in. I protested, and said I didn't do anything wrong and wasn't going in. Before I knew it, they stuck a needle in my arm and drugged me. When I realized what happened, I was inside the prison. It looked like a large concrete maze, and I had to find my way to my cell. As I was wandering around, I came across a large pool with lots of girls from the prison in the pool, playing and having fun. I jumped in to join them and they told me I could get in trouble, because I hadn't yet earned the privilege to use the pool. I wasn't concerned.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-66963336714221531682011-02-18T06:43:00.000-08:002011-02-23T06:29:28.785-08:00Magical Boat Ride DreamLast night I had a dream that Phil and I were in Europe. We had a 5 or 6 year old son, who I had this feeling about like he was so incredibly precious, pure, and innocent. He was sitting on Phil's shoulders. We got onto a boat in the night time, with the lights shimmering on all the buildings. The man who was collecting money for the boat said that Phil and I could get on for a set price, but we would have to pay per hour for our son being on the boat. Then we floated through the sky on the boatride, and then into deep dark waters. I tried taking photos with my camera at one point, but the camera had gotten wet and wouldn't work anymore. We floated into this long hallway with natural light, and floating fruit (grapes). There was an old woman at the end of the hallway, and I tried to take her picture but she didn't want it taken and my camera wouldn't work.<br /><br /><br />***********UPDATE***********<br /><br />I got the dream's interpretation from a friend. Here it is:<br /><br />So, Sarah the dream is about you! You and Phil are on a adventurous journey into the deeper, mysterious things of God. Phil has carried most of the weight of this pursuit so far, but you are (and have been ) transitioning into a time of greater participation in God's supernatural realm. It costs you more to take this path than some other you might choose, but you know that it is a precious gift from God and have decided to go forward. You can already see some fruit from this - new wine! Great dream...sail on!!!Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-45245647049987266802011-02-10T06:10:00.000-08:002011-02-10T06:28:48.300-08:00Nightmare with the Blue and Black SnakeLast night I had a nightmare that we had three dogs- two little dogs that I didn't care much for, and Riley. Phil told me something had attacked the dogs when we weren't looking, and he brought the first one in. Half of the dogs body was missing- mangled and bloody. Then he brought the second dog in, less mangled, but still dead. I had a slight bit of hope that Riley was even less hurt still and that we might be able to save her, but when he brought her in I saw that whatever had attacked her had taken a huge chunk of her stomach out. She was dead. I wanted to know what had done this, and then I saw it: a big black snake in our backyard with a vibrant blue pattern on it's back. It was hidden very well but we finally saw it, after the damage was done. <br /><br />According to the Streams Ministries manual, the black snake represents deception, lies, and it's poisonous (makes sense since it killed the dogs, and in the dream I had a sense that the snake was poisonous). The blue on the snake also represents a spirit of depression. Dogs represent your best friends. The backyard represents things of the past...<br /><br />I'm putting it all together, and its making sense to me.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-72256099732444913312010-07-18T13:08:00.000-07:002010-07-18T13:14:54.048-07:00A little post on INTEGRITYI found some Bible verses on integrity. Right now I am dealing with a situation in which someone I know is NOT having integrity at ALL, and my husband and I are suffering a lot because of it. If you're reading this, please pray for justice!<br /><br />Integrity means doing what is right and correct even if noone is watching! <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Psalm 7:8</span><br />let the LORD judge the peoples. Judge me, O LORD, according to my righteousness, according to my integrity, O Most High.<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Psalm 25:21</span><br />May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope is in you. <br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Proverbs 13:6</span><br />Righteousness guards the man of integrity, but wickedness overthrows the sinner.<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><br />Proverbs 10:9</span><br />The man of integrity walks securely, but he who takes crooked paths will be found out.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-23401942843322054332010-05-28T10:53:00.000-07:002010-05-28T10:57:56.238-07:00Mansion # 2 and Worms outta the noseI had a dream last night that I was standing outside this GORGEOUS white mansion. It was huge and pristine. I went inside, and was looking around. There was a man with black hair and a black mustache, who owned the mansion. I was checking out the extravagance of the mansion when suddenly, a little girl around 5-6 years old spotted me, and started chasing me. She was angry that I was in the mansion, and I started running from her. The running turned to slow motion running, and I started jumping down entire staircases in slow motion. At one point, I ran into a room that had tons of jewels/ jewelry in a big wooden case on the table. I grabbed two pieces of it and then kept running. Part of the reason why I was running was because I knew I was trying to steal the jewelry, and the little girl knew too. I got the impression that the little girl was the daughter of the mansion's owner. <br /><br />A few nights ago, I had another dream in which I had a slit on the side of my nose that worms were coming out of. I kept pulling them out, one by one, and it was so disturbing and gross!! In the dream I had the feeling that I had to cleanse the worms out of my system....Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-73317282805697831282010-05-05T09:14:00.000-07:002010-05-06T08:14:14.609-07:00Drowning Baby!Last night I had a really cool dream...<br /><br />I was part of a police chase! I was on a street that looked like in Savannah- River Street. It was a long street, right on the water. I was watching a police chase... A bad guy was getting into a boat, holding a baby. He was being chased by several police officers. He started driving the boat, and a few of the police officers dove into the water (because they didn't have a boat) and started to swim after him. I dove in also, knowing I was most likely a better swimmer than them. I swam so fast, and caught up with the guy in the boat. As I caught up to his boat, he took the baby and threw it to a woman in a nearby boat, but the baby did not make it that far and ended up in the water. I swam over to the baby, and watched it slowly sink down in the water. I took a deep breath and plunged down into the dark blue water and grabbed the baby, saving his life. <br /><br />Later, I was holding the baby in a restaurant, telling people the story of what happened to the baby. At one point, I started weeping so hard with compassion. That is all I remember.<br /><br /><br /><br />******************************************************************************<br /><br />I got input from someone about this dream! His interpretation was very encouraging:<br /><br /><em>"Cool dream! So, you have new spiritual authority that is really quite effective. Where other's have failed (in the past) to protect new things (ministries, etc.?) or maybe aren't prepared you are able to "jump in" and get it done. You have some real discernment these days so trust it!<br /><br />I love that this is becoming your testimony, and it is quite compelling."</em>Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-69425249995241949682010-04-26T06:05:00.000-07:002010-04-26T06:28:49.569-07:00Scorpions, Sharks, and More...The past few nights I have really dreamt a LOT! <br /><br />I had one dream where I was helping teach a former student of mine the difference between right and left. His name was Jared and I worked with him at BB. I told him to hold his hands out in front of him, and make "L's" with each hand. The "L" that was facing the correct way would be the one that was his left hand. Jared did not want to participate, however, and was being very uncooperative. I kept trying to work with him, and eventually I just woke up. This might have been a soul dream, or may be God trying to tell me to keep working at things and pushing through even when they are frustrating and are not working out how I want them to.<br /><br />Then the next night I had several dreams. In one of them, I was by the beach and there was a massive brown Victorian style house with white trim, much like the ones we saw at Inman park this weekend. The house was right on the beach, and I was sitting up by the house. I dug a little hole with my feet in the sand, and there were two red scorpions who were trying to sting my feet. Phil's interpretation was that the fact that the house was like those at Inman park meant that during our outreach there, there would be some attacks from the enemy that would try to sting my feet. Biblically, feet represent bringing the gospel. So the enemy was attacking me with lies to try to divert me from bringing the gospel. That did actually happen at Inman park this weekend- the enemy was trying to tell me that I was not capable of hearing God enough to give any good words to people.<br /><br />Then I had a dream about AB. I saw him in NYC, at the Netherlander theatre. We were seeing RENT. He was in the front and I was way in the back, but when the play ended and everyone was getting up to leave, he saw me. He came up to me and we were talking. Somehow in the dream it dawned on me that he was the one that "got away". HAH! That is so lame to actually use that phrase, but that was what happened in the dream. In the dream, I tried to deny it and say that I dated a different asian guy, tall and thin, who looked just like him...and that this other guy was actually the one who got away, but I woke up trying to think if I had dated another asian guy...and I knew I didn't! I am pretty sure this was a soul dream with no real meaning...<br /><br />Then last night I had a dream that me and Phil were in a ship, and inside, it looked like an aquarium all around us. Like, we were standing in a big circle, and the walls were glass, and we were in the water, so all we saw around us was water and fish. Then all of a sudden, a great white shark came and started purposely bumping hard into the glass with his nose, as if his intention was to break the glass and come eat us. We ran to the other side of the tank, desperately trying to get away from the shark. Then the shark broke the glass, and water started to come in. We were very afraid. Then the dream ended because I woke up. I had an overwhelming feeling that the shark represented a friend that Phil has been neglecting, but I don't really know the rest of the meaning of the dream. The dream was in color- the aqua blue water and the grey of the shark makes me think maybe the dream has meaning..<br /><br />I had other dreams in the past few nights- in one, I was helping my mom put Christmas decorations away, and in another, I went to the Johansen's house and we were swimming. All soul dreams though.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-62870623722710914662010-04-02T07:26:00.000-07:002010-04-02T07:39:30.897-07:00Dreams Lately.....A few nights ago, I had a very intense dream that I was a sex slave along with a few other girls. We were tied up in the woods, and I was trying desperately to escape. I saw the highway and heard cars from where I was. As I was trying to escape, I came face to face with my captor. He had brown hair and a mustache, and a thin face. Before I fled, I tried to save the other girls. I don't remember much more, but as I was waking up, I was praying and asking God why I was having this dream- was I to intercede for someone out there in this situation??? <br /><br />Then last night, I had dreams for a long time. I was in three different places. The first place was a ginormous mansion- like the ones in Charleston- very old Southern, but amazing. Phil and I walked through the mansion and each room was spectacular. There were (real) fur rugs and antique but beautiful pieces of furniture. The house took so long to walk through. Then in the back was a hot tub. The man who owned the house was having us house sit there. I was in shock that he was going to let us stay at this amazing mansion, and that he trusted us with it. <br /><br />Then next thing I knew, I was in a thrift store. It was not just any old thrift store. First of all, I was in a school, where I walked down long, dusty hallways to get to this store, and it was all closed off, but I broke in. In the dream, I knew the store had once been flourishing- a very hip, popular boutique for girls. However, now it was closed down and dusty- all that was left was a few things. I looked through the things. One was a hanging bird cage with a black porcelain flower in it. There were some clothes and cute purses. Then a girl who apparently worked there came into the shop and tried to help me find what I needed. <br /><br />Then later, I was in some kind of church or religious building. There were meetings going on that you had to pay for, and I was trying to get in, but I did not pay so I was not allowed in. I was trying to bust down the door, and I saw inside. There were only a few people sitting inside and they were arguing and angry. <br /><br />I have a few small interpretations for my own dreams last night- the mansion, I think, represented God trusting me and Phil will bigger things in His kingdom. The thrift store, I am not sure... And then the religious meetings, I think represents a religious spirit of some God fearing people.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-19256865257685736232010-02-10T04:59:00.000-08:002010-02-10T05:00:04.138-08:00I had a dream last night that Evangeline Lily tried to commit suicide by laying in ice water until she froze. Probably cause I watched "Whiteout" and "Lost" in the same night. Haha.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-89081837502005650552010-02-05T07:46:00.000-08:002010-02-05T07:48:31.923-08:00Last night I had a dream that I was in a basement/warehouse with a bunch of people and we had to hide. There was an autistic boy who did not know we were trying to hide, so I grabbed him and held him and brought him into the bathroom so he would not make noise so that we would not be found. There were some guys chasing us, trying to hurt us. <br /><br />I don't remember much more of the dream. How weird is it that I always have dreams about hiding or being in danger???Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-29382000619821501512009-12-06T09:04:00.001-08:002009-12-06T09:21:39.719-08:00Chased by Nazis....or something like thatLast night I had this pretty crazy dream. It started at the Meyers house. Diana told us to come with her, and we followed her. We were taken to a place with guards and they were taking our belongings and putting us on different work assignments (like a modern day concentration camp). We were in a sort of work camp. Phil and I were there. We were being separated. Before we were separated Phil told me to hide my belongings. I hid my purse and my backpack. We were then forced to work. The next day, the guards were giving "inoculations." We were forced to wait on a line, and then get an injection. Somehow I knew the shot was lethal, so I was about to run away from where the guards were, but one of them came out of nowhere and grabbed me. I got away from him, a started to walk forward but another guard came over to me to check and make sure I had gotten the inoculation. I pretended to be dizzy. He said let me see your eyes. I looked at him, and tried to make my eyes spin, thinking that was what he was looking for. He looked at me for a while, trying to decide if I was faking it. Finally he let me go, and I went back to find Phil. I knew I needed to warn him about the injection, and so I started looking everywhere in a maze of people for him. My mom appeared, and pointed out where Phil was. I said his name a little too loud, and the guards saw us trying to get to each other. We reached each other and started to run. We somehow found a black truck, and raced down the road to escape. We saw a huge blockade up ahead, so Phil turned off the road onto the grassy land and started speeding away. We then came to an area with a small alley way and we started to drive down it, but another person came from the opposite direction. For some reason, we had to get out of the truck and lay down on the ground and let the big white van drive over us. It was high up enough off the ground that it did not crush us. Then somehow we stole the big white van and started to drive off. Then we saw Alan and Jessalyn, and they ran toward our van, also trying to escape. Phil started to drive off without them, and I said, "honey what are you doing that is Alan! Let them in!" Phil said, "I won't be able to afford food for them if they come with us." I told Phil I had hid my purse well and no one found it, so I had money. So Alan and Jessalyn got into the white van, and we took off again. Then we ended up at a pizza place. We were trying to blend in with the people there. All of a sudden a short man with a brown jacket and shaggy hair showed up, and grabbed Phil's arm. He was a guard, trying to get us back. But Phil said or did something that made the man go away. Then I woke up. When I was waking up I had the thought that we were in Nazi Germany. Then I thought maybe we were in Greece. I knew it was one of those two.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-21543940613881705482009-12-02T08:12:00.000-08:002009-12-02T08:18:40.160-08:00Finding someone....Last night I had a very vivid dream about being in a high school. At the school, there were lots of kids. As I was walking around in between classes (meaning all the kids were scrambling around in the halls) I saw two people I haven't seen or thought about in years. One was a girl named Emily and the other, a girl named Lindsay, both girls I knew from the camp I went to as a young girl. I got a glance of them, and then they disappeared into the crowd. Then I started looking for them, asking people if anyone had seen them or knew who they were. No one knew them. I stumbled into a classroom that looked like a bedroom. Mandy (my boss) was in the next room teaching. I decided to get out of there and keep looking. I came across the cafeteria. Matt Yeager and someone else were eating a lunch in the cafeteria of a big turkey sandwich. They told me I really should stop for lunch. I was desperate to find these girls though. Then I specifically asked one girl if she knew them. After I asked her, she did not reply, but ran off. Later, I received paperwork in the mail from the girl that I asked, which said that no one with those names had ever gone to that school. Then I woke up.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-29706608268673936992009-11-04T07:26:00.000-08:002009-11-04T07:49:56.965-08:00Warning DreamsSometimes people have dreams that are meant to warn them of something to come, or something that is already happening. Last night I had two of them: <br /><br />The first warning dream was for Phil and I to be very careful who we let interpret dreams or give prophetic words to in the future. It was a very weird feeling being in the dream and knowing that is what the dream meant, but not knowing what to do with that, and not even understanding what was really happening in the dream. I just felt like that is what we were told. <br /><br />The second dream was more vivid, and it started out with me having a dream within a dream. My dream within my dream was also a warning dream- that someone was going to try to steal my car. So I was at work, and I called Phil to come with me and help me move my car to a different spot so the theifs would not find it. So we went to my car, and there was a big cinder block under my tire, meant to mark my car as the one to be stolen. We moved the block, and I drove the car, and all of a sudden, the people who were coming to get my car came in their car behind us, chasing us. There was a man driving, but I knew it was his wife who really was the one who wanted to get my car. Anyway, the man drove all wild eyed and purposely smashed into my car. Then, we called the cops to come and write a police report. The wife disappeared. I was trying to talk to the police when they came, and Phil took the man aside to talk to him. He recognized the man from church- he was someone we knew (but I don't know who). Phil spoke gently with him and got him to apologize. I was speaking to the police officer but she was not listening, she seemed distracted. Then Catherine Mullins was there, working as a nurse, and she was saying how much she hated her job. The cop was paying more attention to Catherine than to hearing my story. That was the end of the dream. <br /><br /><br />So, what I know is that cars or modes of transportation generally mean your ministry or vocation. The people who were trying to steal my car, or hurt me, were from church. The end result was that it was better to speak to them gently and fix the situation that way rather than to try to get a person of authority to fix it. <br /><br /><br />I also had two other dreams last night ( I know I had more than that but these two I remember): <br /><br />My mom was singing a song in the car, the song "Praise God from whom all blessings flow" and she was singing it wrong, so I tried to correct her, but when I sang it, she told me "No offense honey, but that was completely off key". Two other people in the car agreed with her. I got upset and hurt. I think this dream has to do with my mom's view of God and spirituality being way different than mine, and people in my family being more in agreement with her. I think also, its been hard for me to take criticism from my mom because I really respect what she has to say. <br /><br />The last one was that I dreamt that Phil got a HUGE speeding ticket. He came home and told me he got "slapped with a big one." I was so upset, and I was praying in my dream, "God, no, please, no, please don't let it be true." Then I sort of woke up for a minute and realized it was a dream, and as I was falling back asleep, I was praying that God would protect us from tickets. Haha. <br /><br />So. That was my night last night. Incredible!Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-56404481635813546862009-11-03T07:17:00.000-08:002009-11-03T07:27:05.011-08:00Wooden Canoe on a Black LakeIn this dream, I was in a boat- a long, thin, carved, wooden canoe- with a mysterious person. I am not sure if it was a man or a woman, but the person was in the boat with me, and we were on a black lake with dirty, muddy water with little pieces of things stuck in it. The feeling in the dream might have been a bit eerie, but I felt safe and protected. We got to shore, and got out of the boat, and there we met a girl named Abby. She looked Dutch, and had very light blonde hair and very pale skin. I introduced myself, and she said with a heavy accent, "Oh! Sarah, ya ya" (Saa-DA, Yuh, yuh). I knew she was not American. I invited her into the boat and she got in with us. That was the end of the dream. <br /><br />The interpretation I got from Recie Saunders and Scott Veach is this: The black water represents a difficult time or season in my life. I am in a boat with the Holy Spirit, who is protecting me during this difficult time/season. Then, we get to the shore and meet Abby, which the name means "God's will" (the name Abby or Abigail has many different meanings, but that particular one was the one we looked up that day). So, at the other side of the difficult season, I met God's will. Interesting, huh?Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-13290271093706873352009-11-03T06:46:00.000-08:002009-11-03T06:53:19.567-08:00Avalanche of Rocks and Train into JapanLast night, my first dream was that Phil and I were with a group of people, trying to climb up a steep, rocky mountain. The man who was leading us looked like Ken from the Gay Pride outreach in Atl. Well, there was an avalanche of rocks, and they all started coming down, and it killed him. <br /><br />Then my next dream was that Phil and I were on a train, at night, and I felt very nervous. Something was telling me I had to get off the train at the next stop. I had a black backpack and I was putting things in there that I would need- food, clothes, etc. When we got off the train we got to a small, dingy hotel in Japan. There was a woman selling something that I wanted to buy- it was a box, and inside the box there were small wax paper bags. The woman realized I didn't know what the purpose of the bags were, so she decided not to sell it to me, and demanded I give it back to her (the bags were for drugs). Then I hid in a bathroom and ate some food, and ate some teeny tiny Japanese chocolates from a little box that were in the shape of yellow pencils. Then when I left the bathroom, I realized I needed to go back into the bathroom for a minute, and I went to turn the light on, but I ended up turning the light on in someone's room instead, by accident. Well then I found myself in a cafeteria in the hotel with Phil, and the man whose light turned on came storming into the cafeteria like he was about to hurt me. He looked like his nationality was Siberian or something like that. Phil protected me from him. That was the end of the dream.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-75171061687781165042009-11-02T07:15:00.000-08:002009-11-02T07:22:46.298-08:00Dreams last nightLast night I dreamt a lot of things. First, I dreamt that Jessalyn ran away from home because she was angry with her mother. She took a bicycle and rode all the way to Florida on it. When she came home, I was asking her questions about her trip. I asked her where she slept at night, and if she slept in hotels. Deborah was there, and answered for her, that she slept in dangerous places, like train stations, and a Starbucks one night. Then I asked if it took three days to get down there and Jess replied that it took 13 days to get there. In the dream, part of me was jealous that she had made such a long adventurous journey by herself. So I decided to take a trip to Florida, though I did not take a bike. I drove down by myself, and got a hotel room. When I was there, I was looking out at the sand, and I saw a bunch of camera equipment- video cameras, camera bags, digital and manual cameras, and a Polaroid camera all just sitting in the sand. No one was around, but I knew that some guys would be coming back for their cameras. But I decided to steal one- the Polaroid camera. I took it back to my hotel room, and tested it by taking a picture of myself. Then I took a picture of something that was on the wall, and had small colorful boxes lined up in rows. I labeled the second picture, "Mom" and hung both pictures up on a magnetic board. Then the dream ended.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-74183988061640941452009-02-05T12:11:00.001-08:002009-02-05T12:17:27.338-08:00Direction, Please?Why is it always so cold in my apartment? My hands feel like icicles, and this is GEORGIA!! This is supposed to be Hotlanta, and I feel like I am about to get frostbite indoors. <br /><br />Right now my mood is ambivalent. I am frustrated that certain things in my life are not going as I would have hoped, however, I am excited because Farrah booked a flight and is coming to visit in ten days! <br /><br />I am frustrated. I need something to focus my time and attention on. I'd love a full time salary position, but thus far it seems that is not going to happen. I might volunteer at a pregnancy crisis center...as soon as I get the guts to go there and check it out. I am also considering foster care (for babies only..) although that is a very long and meticulous process. I'd still be willing, if that is what I am supposed to be doing. I just want to find out what it is that I am meant to be doing with my time and my life. Arghh.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-81179619089830819532009-02-04T09:35:00.000-08:002009-02-04T10:00:57.309-08:00More Dreams!Last night, I had many dreams. I slept until noon, and probably part of the reason why I had so many was because I kept going back to sleep! <br /><br />The first dream I remember was that my friend Farrah and her parents were going somewhere in NYC. I was still in school at FIT at this point, so I was in the city. They asked me to pick them up and give them a ride home after they finished doing whatever they were doing (possibly seeing a show or going to a meeting). However, I was tired and came home after school to wait for their call. When they called, I told them I wasn't in the city, I was on Long Island. Farrah's dad became very angry at me and yelled at me that I was supposed to be waiting for them so I could take them home. I told him that they should just take the Long Island Railroad home, but he seemed to get even more angry when I told him that. <br /><br />The next dream I remember was that I was on a boat with Phil, a speedboat in a lake or the ocean (don't remember which). He was driving the boat and I was behind the boat, hanging on by a rope (kind of like skiing, but without the skis....somehow). In my hand, I held a bottle of alcohol and I kept taking swigs of it as Phil kept driving the boat. Whenever he would turn the boat, I'd swerve and go underwater a bit. I liked it because I felt drunk and each time I would go under the water a little more. At one point, I went under too far and for too long, and I couldn't breathe. While I was under the water, I realized I needed to let go of the alcohol and whatever I was holding so that I could pull myself back up and resurface. I did, and I was fine. <br /><br />The next dream I had was that I was dog sitting Bo, and we had just bought a cute puppy that looked like a cuter, cleaner version of Bo, but still similar enough that it was hard to tell them apart. Anyway, we were paying all this attention to the new puppy, and then Bo came over and laid down on his back, paws up (this means he wanted a tummy rub). When he was laying on his tummy, I noticed a small white worm peek up from his belly, look around, and then poke back down into his belly. The next time the worm resurfaced, I plucked it off his belly and threw it on the floor. I then saw three worms on the floor all squirming away together. <br /><br />Then I had a dream about standing around an outdoor, rounded pool in the rain. There were other people standing there, but everyone was going inside one by one. When they all left, I dove in the pool. As I sank down to the bottom, I thought I saw sticks..or snakes. There was junk in the pool like leaves and whatnot and it looked like it hadn't been cleaned. <br /><br />Then I remember I was in another country. I don't think diving in the pool had anything to do with ending up in another country. Somehow, I was in another country, but the house I was in looked just like my mother's. I was in the dining room. I wanted to go out somewhere, but didn't know where to go. A Japanese girl came to the house and tried to give me her phone number so I could go meet her somewhere. She kept giving me different numbers, and when I tried to make sure they were correct, she would confuse me again and tell me different numbers. I don't remember any of the numbers (although they can be significant in dreams). She was going somewhere and I wanted to go too, but I knew I couldn't get there unless I had the numbers correct. <br /><br />Then I woke up....<br /><br />I have an immediate interpretation for one of them. The second dream with Phil in the boat and me in the water with the booze. Well, I was getting intoxicated (which I used to do all the time with friends before I met Phil) and Phil was driving the boat (which can mean ministry or vocation). Basically, Phil is leading us into ministry and it is a speedboat- which means accelerated growth- the ministry is growing rapidly (probably this is referring to the youth group, as Phil is the youth leader and the group recently has been growing a lot!) Meanwhile, as Phil is leading us in the ministry, I am getting drunk behind the boat, and not really paying attention to where we are or where the boat is going. All I care about is having fun, which is partially true of my personality at this point. However, it becomes dangerous for me when I am in too deep and with no hands to hold on. I have to pull myself back up to the boat and in the process, have to get rid of the alcohol (which I think also symbolizes behaviors I used to have in my old life). <br /><br />The rest I am not sure of their meanings. There could be many possible interpretations, or maybe they are not meaningful at all. Either way, they were cool while they lasted.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-79062320133533263762009-02-02T18:12:00.000-08:002009-02-02T18:26:00.696-08:00DreamsThis past weekend, Philip and I went to a class at our church that was all about dream/vision interpretation. It was pretty interesting, and I learned a bit. One thing we were encouraged to do is to write down our dreams. Well, turns out, the second night of the course, I had a pretty cool dream and Phil's mom gave me an interpretation. I figured I'd write it down because I'd like to remember it. <br /><br />It was daytime, and I was standing on top of a very tall bridge with two other people. There was a voice, someone telling us to jump off the bridge. No one wanted to, but I volunteered to do it. So I dove, head first into the vast body of water below. As I was diving down, I realized that I didn't know how shallow or deep the water was, so I decided to try to fall on my stomach- a belly flop- so that I could prevent possibly hitting my head. I landed on my stomach, but didn't feel the sting of the belly flop. When I resurfaced from the water, it seemed I was in a swimming pool type structure that was in a lake. There was mud and concrete, and I could have hit my head or another body part on it and gotten hurt. Other people had jumped into it from a much lower point. There was a man there who came up to me and told me what I had just done was very dangerous. Then, all the rest of the people in there told me that what I had done was awesome, and inspiring. <br /><br />So Deborah's interpretation was this: The dive represents my move to Georgia- a bold decision that took guts. I was afraid of possibly getting hurt, so I tried to change my direction, but I ended up not getting hurt. The man who told me that what I did was dangerous represents all of the people who told me not to move here because it was an impulse decision and not very wise. The people who told me it was awesome represent the people who are in my life who encouraged me through the process. <br /><br />I have a different interpretation, based on some of the things I learned in the course. One thing I learned was that water represents the things of the Holy Spirit. So when I am diving into the water, I am going deeper into the things of the Spirit. Some people think it is stupid for me to do that, and some even give warnings. Others are encouraging and think its inspiring. <br /><br />Sooooo either way, it's cool. Cause I got to dive off a bridge in my dream. And in reality, I wouldn't do that. I love experiencing things in dreams that I couldn't experience in life. Like flying. I love to fly in my dreams. <br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.accommodationsniagara.com/images/Rainbow_Bridge_Niagara_Falls_small.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 565px; height: 365px;" src="http://www.accommodationsniagara.com/images/Rainbow_Bridge_Niagara_Falls_small.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />The bridge looked just like this one - Rainbow Bridge at Niagara FallsSaharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-8266299256505221312009-01-24T10:51:00.000-08:002009-01-24T11:06:54.671-08:00Oliver Hazard Myspace LayoutsThere is a band of two guys who go to my church that are incredibly talented. Recently, they decided to get more serious about their stuff, so they now have a band manager who I have gotten to know a bit recently. She asked me if I would do some graphic design stuff for them, which I agreed to do since it would give me an excuse to update my portfolio. <br /><br />I got inspired by a myspace page that had Polaroids on it, and so I designed these three possible myspace layouts: <br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj66YxLE4jFwDCUZUnN5sk8qITZforgRpu4527F0QD99Lqpc7uACbkAejqrTSSYudQbTkGJxoU_ZVjn8IlYwWxXxgXRzQ6BSjqMsTTVmG9WgqsQUPhgGZK6Af8Czo2WPC5LQeto/s1600-h/OH_AllBlueMyspaceBG.gif"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj66YxLE4jFwDCUZUnN5sk8qITZforgRpu4527F0QD99Lqpc7uACbkAejqrTSSYudQbTkGJxoU_ZVjn8IlYwWxXxgXRzQ6BSjqMsTTVmG9WgqsQUPhgGZK6Af8Czo2WPC5LQeto/s400/OH_AllBlueMyspaceBG.gif" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294937223637881394" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjysjtXe5ndWegLYAYXt2XIMrrqoKr7rF815sOGk396roQ8d-ynSisu3SVVr8hamIJwDj16tBv7v-PMd92UiQ0GknXX-qCs0wbKFzJ_5uPo8SOyNTlE13aC2wBJqOPaB5RGanzg/s1600-h/OH_polaroids.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 267px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjysjtXe5ndWegLYAYXt2XIMrrqoKr7rF815sOGk396roQ8d-ynSisu3SVVr8hamIJwDj16tBv7v-PMd92UiQ0GknXX-qCs0wbKFzJ_5uPo8SOyNTlE13aC2wBJqOPaB5RGanzg/s400/OH_polaroids.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294936648919181250" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiv45_wsP_cfME5a4Q9KOohc4u7ZkRuFCvkJQ7vHEt1SVpRaEjHapGHqGuaGigJWhbwSrunv2Trsrv2QV0qDDRHyisN-bf4fP6vDX_LehNyBpfIv5174liJ63QSJkNX_JCUyUNl/s1600-h/OH_myspaceBG.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 267px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiv45_wsP_cfME5a4Q9KOohc4u7ZkRuFCvkJQ7vHEt1SVpRaEjHapGHqGuaGigJWhbwSrunv2Trsrv2QV0qDDRHyisN-bf4fP6vDX_LehNyBpfIv5174liJ63QSJkNX_JCUyUNl/s400/OH_myspaceBG.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294936539924213602" /></a><br /><br /><br />They are all similar in that they have the polaroids, but they all have a different color scheme, and a different look and feel. I also designed their logo. The only thing I didn't do is take the photos, which I think are excellent. I did Photoshop them, though. :)<br /><br />A couple days ago I did their business cards, which I will only put the front up so as to avoid giving out their public info on here:<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTw5f38L6Y98vD4QF8wifVuo54FwyNR8uzv3amQix5wC5UaQHDRA4oagc8Nhcs-shw2aG4ENQezkwMI49mlq7P7-mPbx4IDNrdavkIxWguGF0BHtm0u0evi1POBwCtPC-P3oun/s1600-h/OH_BusinessCardFront.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 232px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTw5f38L6Y98vD4QF8wifVuo54FwyNR8uzv3amQix5wC5UaQHDRA4oagc8Nhcs-shw2aG4ENQezkwMI49mlq7P7-mPbx4IDNrdavkIxWguGF0BHtm0u0evi1POBwCtPC-P3oun/s400/OH_BusinessCardFront.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5294938040519044226" /></a><br /><br /><br />I am also going to be working on some t shirts, buttons, stickers, fliers, and other things for them. <br /><br />Soon, I will be working on a book cover for a guy who goes to my church who wrote a book. Incidentally, he is the father of one of the guys in the band, and he catered my wedding (for free), so I am really glad to be able to help him out as well. Plus...if and when the book gets published, I will have done a published book cover. More portfolio work!! Yay!Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-27837472.post-34310763530944393602008-12-31T15:09:00.000-08:002008-12-31T15:21:48.602-08:00New Years Resolutions and WhatnotTop 10 BEST Moments/ Events of 2008:<br />(Not in any particular order)<br /><br />10- Honduras Trip!<br />9- My big move to Georgia<br />8- Getting engaged to a wonderful man<br />7- Getting married and having a wonderful and beautiful wedding.<br />6- Getting my first apartment, and decorating it and making it our home.<br />5- Living with the Sipple's and getting to know them well!<br />4- Getting to know the entire Bradfield family very well.<br />3- Becoming more at home at my new church, PCF, and getting to know my new church family.<br />2- Getting a job as an art director for Alpharetta Magazine, and being able to work from home.<br />1- Falling more and more in love with Phil, and with the Lord<br /><br /><br />Top 10 Worst Moments or Events in 2008:<br /><br />10- Having no job for half of the year, and struggling with money<br />9- Missing my friends and family, and being homesick<br />8- Drama with old friends (coughJoecough) and having very little support in my decision to get married <br />7- Coughing through my wedding ceremony. :(<br />6- Feeling lonely a lot of the time<br />5- Phil and I both losing our jobs in the same week<br />4- The economy getting worse and worse<br />3- Feeling inadequate, unworthy, and useless...basically listening to lies. <br />2- Seeing my ex's wedding photos.<br />1- Realizing that graphic design is not for me, and worrying about what I need to do with my life to make an impact on the world. <br /><br /><br />Top 10 Goals/ New Years Resolutions for 2009:<br /><br />10- Losing at least 10-15 pounds<br />9- Working out and running at least 3 times a week- just getting in shape<br />8- Eating healthier, cutting out fast food and sweets<br />7- Be more consistent in spending time with God/ reading scripture/ praying<br />6- Getting a second job and paying off a lot of debt- paying off both credit cards as well as Phil's car.<br />5- Being more intentional about making friends and getting to know people<br />4- Trying to figure out my giftings and developing them<br />3- Working at my marriage, and learning how to treat each other better, as well as becoming more one with each other. <br />2- Experience Atlanta a little more, and see more of the city<br />1- Enjoy life and have fun!!! Have a better attitude and perspective about things, and learn to be content.Saharahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00788493438488431677noreply@blogger.com2